Foreword / Mimi Zhu -- Open love letter to the reader from Coyote Park -- Vessels 1. A man with midnight in his hair -- Where have out terms gone? -- My partner, "miracle" -- Gift giving as love language -- Modern medicine person: an essay on the healing of powers of T4T -- Papa and nana incarnate -- I bury my heart in the Klamath River -- 'Wes'onah -- Vessels 2. Brown dyke in a hide of leather -- Lesbian transexual marriage -- 10/22/20 -- The Pacific is where I float back to you -- Mother of pearl -- Passion of leather dykes -- Queer awakenings -- Tran lesbians and sleep walking -- Devotion is a virtue I learn in loving -- Vessels 3. Biologically trans god -- Heavenly bodies -- Fantasy into flesh -- Water-moon -- Rosary -- To all the trans gods that colonialism tried to kill -- Vessels 4. Birth of a new son -- My euphoria & dysphoria have a codependent relationship -- Degradation, power, and beautiful ugliness -- I see father in reflection -- Fag/dyke -- Renewal and non-linear transition -- Building a world I can see myself in -- Vessels 5. Who's Erotic is power -- Wanting in Yurok -- Waterways -- Boytoy -- Queer masculinity & ephemera -- Bonus hole boy -- Our bodies in unison -- Gender affirmation in the erotic -- Vessels 6. Venus overflowing with love -- Multi-love outside of commodity -- Honest to want -- The messy ecstasy of loving all of your friends -- Unpacking desirability -- Emotional preservation -- Unspoken understandings -- Vessels 7. Queer elder with "lucky" tattoo -- [Korean writing] -- Heartbreak doula -- 3:33 -- Lucid dream of an aged self -- Echo and Jade -- Spells for prosperity -- Vessels 8. Time traveler of many tongues -- Fundamentals of shapeshifting -- First love never dies -- Brown boy broke back mountain -- Voice notes with Nassim -- A soundtrack of lovers -- I love you like mirrors do -- Letter to Coyote, from Tee.

Text primarily in English with some Korean and Yurok.